Aching Heart

Tonight I'm hating that you are in your own room, you are a little bit unsettled rolling one way or another kicking the cot sides and waving little roo around while your cot mobile is playing. I just want to grap you and hold you and have you fall asleep in my arms or on my chest like you use to. Before I put you back to bed after your night feed you tucked your little cold face into my neck and it was lovely I felt wanted and loved by you, it just felt comfortable and the amount of love I had for you in that moment is indescribable, as I was swaying with you in my arms. 

I love you so much Hollie and each day that goes by I love you even more xxx